Lostguy818

Our prom is over and there's so many things to tell y'all about. First thing i had so much fun dancing and taking pictures. Secondly, many people say that our prom was the worst prom that our school ever had. Its a major disappointment but whatever because i'm a bit pleased. Maybe the thing that made it a little dreadful was the seniors. I mean they danced well but their just a mess at the event. Maybe its because of being nervous and all but still it's awful. I loved the free burger and drinks after the program. I mean, its just once i a while that i get free stuff, y'know.

After the program, i'm once again needed to choose where will i go. Here's the catch, BMS will have a sleepover at Fatima's house but at the same time there will be a after-party at Clark's house with the Gangzti. I became confused and i really wanted to go with the Gangzti boys but i thought how would the BMS react if i go with the Gangzti boys. In the end, i decided to stick with BMS because they said there's beer involved at the sleepover.

At Fatima's house i was a bit excited about drinking. I don't know why but the excitement was cut when i found out that they will not drink. There will be just i think 7 persons that will drink. After a few rounds of drinking beer, Mark Paul started to talk really loud and it was known that he is drunk. After having quite some time drinking, i finally decided to sleep because most of us are already asleep. Here's an additional info: Micah sleeps with her eyes half open. Hehehe.

Waking up at six-thirty in the morning, i found them all awake. Fatima's mother whose birthday was our prom bought us some breakfast. I only ate konchinta, a delicacy here in the Philippines, and i also ate a few slice of Fatima's mother's birthday cake. It was really delicious because its chocolate. After eating, we went home to change our outfits because we are still in our cocktail dresses and barongs, a traditional men's formal wear here in the Philippines. I washed my hair because the hair spray still holds it up and its so damn hard to remove it. We went back to Fatima's house to sleep some more. I know... Its quite ridiculous, right?

Our sleeping methods are like shiftings. The girls get to sleep in the beds first, then we, boys, finally had our chance. I was woken up by some conversations and i found out it was Raina and Micah. They were looking at how we sleep. Well, we sleep like... with our eyes closed. DUH! We had lunch and we are laughing about how Dondon, a gay man who works for the government and a family friend of Fatima's, was talking loudly when we were asleep. He also said some stuff which were really funny. Before the wonderful day turn into another crazy night we decided to watch LA's prom, at least i think we tried to.

I fell asleep and when i woke up i was late to watch the prom so i hurried to the gymnasium. Unfortunately, i wasn't able to get in because of the numerous people in there. Luckily, i saw some familiar faces outside. I saw Krizta, Chizza, Marcel and Sandy who was with Danilo. What could be better? I mean i really really like the couple or sort of couple. Sandy is this smart girl who studies hard but still has very good abilities in making parties wilder and there's Danilo that is just this guy that doesn't worry about anything that is like... uhm... i don't know how to say it? uhm.... Bad influence? I don't know. i'm sure it's a little less than that. Getting back to the main focus which is about ME. Hehehe... we ate at some fastfood and then went to Krizta's house for a little drink and a little chitchat with her sister's boyfriend, Simon. Is the name right? That's how i can remember it but whatever. We ended the party with not having a single tipsiness in our heads and Danilo crushed into my place and there it all ends.

It is our prom day at Valentine's Day. That's why i've been busy lately. I have prom, English report and my research defense will be coming up. I'm finding it fun to practice the dances. It was something i know i can do but i'm not necessarily good at it. At first i was sad because my friend, Meng didn't pick me as a partner for the dance of the officers, Rigaudon, but it ended with Krizta picking me. I really wanted to experience that that's why i'm thankful. The dances are now all settled and our teacher in PE class who was also teaching us the dances got an extra job to teach a dance to a debutant. He have to pick some students to complete the dance and he didn't pick me. He picked good dancers except Carlo and i am a better dancer than him. It's okay. No biggie. I just want to express myself. The seniors' governor, Gestine Estrada picked the juniors and seniors pair for the pinning ceremony. It's like the ceremony that makes it formal that the seniors passes their 'seniority' to the juniors. Traditionally, the pair must have some personalities in common but in some other cases they just went for the physical characteristics and that pissed me off a little bit because my partner was Jordan. He is this senior that is small, thin and dark complexioned. I know that i have dark skin but i'm way good looking than him and besides i don't share the same personality with him. I'm this happy, energetic and full of pesonality while he's just this quiet, whatever person. But its okay. Its not much of a big deal but i really hope i get nominated as Dancing Prince even though i think i'll be not. Also, this morning i heard that my cousin will start as an intern in the hotel that will cater our prom.

I had this really weird dream this last Wednesday night. It's the night before i will be the one in duty in the CAT office and i was kind of excited and i'm having a hard time falling asleep. Eventually, i fell asleep and i had this horrible nightmare about my mother. I forgot the details but i can clearly remember that my mother died at my dream. I suddenly woke up and found out that its only 1:47 am. After that night, i was on duty and the dream no longer bugged me. I arrived at home for lunch and i saw my mother smiling at me and i remembered my dream. I felt nervous and stuff. After eating, i went to school and the dream didn't bother me again because the officers are... i don't know how to say it but uhmm... Entertaining? They were talking to each other and its kinda fun to listen and watch them. Anyway, i went home after the turn over. Its when the duty passes the keys of the office to then next ones. My mother told me to stay at home cause we will go at the grocery. We got a ride and i became worried. What if she die now? or later? tomorrow? My mind was playing games with me. Lots of things came to my mind and i decided to ask her about what will we be doing if she dies. Don't worry i didn't ask her. I thought it would break the fun time we were having picking stuff for my sister's confirmation. Well anyway, i plan to show love this time but still... i still hate my father.

I never told this to all of you before but i lost my best friend. Why? Well its a very dumb reason. Let's just say i can't handle her ways anymore. She's very moody and i don't understand her. I'm trying my best as her friend but i just can't take more. Here's the full story. We are talking and i said that Good Charlotte's songs are awesome. She agreed but she said that Fallout Boy was better. She added that Pete was cute. Defending Good Charlotte, I said Joel Madden was way cuter and Pete looks like a monkey. She defended him by saying that there's an angle that he looks cute. I said that there's a larger angle that he looks like a monkey. Suddenly, she got mad. I mean its a very stupid thing to be mad about. There are more things like this in our whole relationship but i won't tolerate it anymore. I thought she's gonna be my bestfriend for my whole life and that we can be Lucas and Haley but i guess i was wrong. Last Thursday when i was opening my Math book to answer my assignment, i saw this note written in green paper that says 'sorry...'. That distracted me and i decided to do some thinking. Well, if you're gonna come by to my blog and read this post. Here's my message:
First of all i'm not mad because there's nothing to be mad about because it's just you. I accepted that fact when we became friends. Secondly, Don't expect that we will be bestfriends again cause i don't wanna take that risk that everyone will say how shallow i was but it was really you who was shallow. And third, from now on that i posted this message we'll just be classmates who have a few things in common.